O Frost, there shall be no defeat
Now the sun's core ever is gone,
And vanished, thus, it turns the heat
Into a cavern wreathed in silent mourn.
The solemn seas stand still at ease,
Yet weep while life slips from it away;
And the moon eternal, holds its peace,
As the dawn fades though not into day.
Hark the hills! Their echoes sound
Like the hollow rumblings round
The empty voids so deep, none can appear,
Even as gods do voice their fears.
So run your course, as autumn fades,
And strike the tolling bells of late;
Stay more, yet let not heaven wait
Lest thou miss these golden gates.
Hmmm. I haven't been so depressed for a while. Let's just savour the feeling while it lasts (and hope it churns out more poetry, because the yearbook can definitely use them and I write best when I'm emotional).
I must say it's really tiring to be sad, though. It's almost like something's weighing down on every breath...and there's this immense desire to just go to sleep and forget it all, and hope I don't wake up the next day to come back to reality.
If only.
I'd almost forgotten how it felt.
The worst part is, I'm not suffering alone; my friends in the committee are, too, because they too, cried, and it's just sickening how much crap we had to take today.
I think if I'm asked to speak to him one more time I won't be able to hold it in or pretend everything's just fine.
...I think I should just go to bed.